.:: April ::.

i’m too tired to try. i’m too hopeless to hope. i’m waiting to be saved. i’m waiting to be cured. i’m as helpless and useless, as a broken door.

you said i’m strong. you said i’m going to survive. but then, you go. you see me strong. why cant you see that you’re the reason? you said we’re going to be alright. but then, you go. 

i need to be saved. i need to be cured. i need to be fixed. i feel so worthless and useless, like a shattered glass.

too many pain. i died in vain. i died in april.

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